Lunar Chant

Saturday, January 2, 2010

How was your first day of January this year? Well, I don't usually bring up typical, average new year wishes and share about how I celebrated it. And really, I don't usually come up with resolutions on new years. Tried it a couple times, but I always end up forgetting about 'em already by the 2nd week of January.

Well for short, I did have a fun countdown with my friends. But I must say, I feel like the vibe of new year seems to fade out more each year. Oh yes, it's something to be thankful for.. how we're given another year to live (hopefully if it lasts).. but this year I came across the thought of how it's just another year, back to January, and that the next day would still be friday. I don't mean to be a grouch, and it's sad to know I came across that feeling. But hey, it must've crossed my mind for only a blink. However, like anyone else, I do hope 2010 will be better than last year. And not like any of the past years, this year I do have plenty of wishes and expectations. I hope for all the success and the accomplishments throughout the couple last months of 12th grade.

I want to be more of an eager person, I want to get into all the best universities I have applied to, and simply pass all kinds of exams with fulfilling results. That, of course, is the top of my stack of wishes.

I guess that's all for my first post this year. I do wish you a happy 2010! :)

It isn't new, it's just back to start

1/02/2010 08:34:00 PM

It isn't new, it's just back to start

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Dear blog,

Yes, I'm on my school break already and yet I haven't had the urge to update this blog. It's not like I'm that busy, why yes I'm still fed up with extra intensive lessons and my paper revision and stuff, yet I find this holiday quite fulfilling. Thing is, I don't have much to write about. My life has been so flat and colorless lately. Well as always, those buddies of mine are one of the only few colors there are if there were even any colors. However, I consider this holiday quite a rest... even with all the worries that keep coming closer each day.

I'm so worried about the future, I'm trying hard not to depend on luck. But from what I've recently accomplished, they seem to happen by luck. Well maybe with a bit of effort to it. A bit.

I'm so unprepared. I pretend like I'm trying hard, but honestly I'm far from hard work. I hate myself for this. But what can I do?

I'm just blabbering. My point? None for today.

I know I owe this blog a lot. But to cover up the guilt, I've been updating my tumblr.

Blank Sheet

12/23/2009 10:29:00 PM

Blank Sheet

Saturday, November 14, 2009

The best feeling in the world is being a (best) friend for someone. And yes, it’s so much better than having one. The pleasure of being trusted, loving, and getting the chance to understand others is all there. What’s the use of having a friend when they don’t consider you as one? Being a friend of someone means someone considers you as one and so do you. But if you feel like you have a friend, it doesn’t always mean that they place you the same way.

One of the worst feelings in the world is losing a friend -from someone you’ve just known to daily buddies. I think it’s explanatory enough.

If it's your fault, then you've done some trouble there, buddy. But what if it's not? What would you do?..