Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Blank Sheet
12/23/2009 10:29:00 PM

Blank Sheet

Dear blog, Yes, I'm on my school break already and yet I haven't had the urge to update this blog. It's not like I'm that busy, why yes I'm still fed up with extra intensive lessons and my paper revision and stuff, yet I find this holiday quite fulfilling. Thing is, I don't have much to write about. My life has been so flat and colorless lately. Well as always, those buddies...

Saturday, November 14, 2009

žiarlivosť
11/14/2009 09:56:00 AM

žiarlivosť

The best feeling in the world is being a (best) friend for someone. And yes, it’s so much better than having one. The pleasure of being trusted, loving, and getting the chance to understand others is all there. What’s the use of having a friend when they don’t consider you as one? Being a friend of someone means someone considers you as one and so do you. But if you feel like...

Saturday, November 7, 2009

The Alphas of My Torrey
11/07/2009 10:25:00 PM

The Alphas of My Torrey

Here you go, finally I got the chance to scan these. Here are my 1st shots using Diana F+. Mine's the El Toro edition, and I call him Torrey. Hope they aren't that bad for first tries....

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

So Where Has She Been?
9/29/2009 09:45:00 PM

So Where Has She Been?

So what's the dilly here? And no, I'm not yet awake. And I so do think that I will be stuck in this hibernation until the end of the school year. Or not even so. Let's put it until I start college. I feel so lost. I think I might have left myself somewhere. I think I might've got stuck somewhere. Where am I, really? Could you remind me again? This last year of school seems...

Thursday, August 20, 2009

17, At Last
8/20/2009 10:17:00 AM

17, At Last

Yessss, I just turned 17 yesterday! Nothing feels that special though. It's just that everytime I look at that number, it seems like such a big number, well.. it seems like an old age to me. I still feel so immature for such an age and I'm still not used to the thought of two more years of teenage life. Ahh, I don't feel like I've grown a lot these past (highschool) years. I've...

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Back with Color
8/18/2009 05:11:00 PM

Back with Color

Look, I found some more oldies! Let the bird fly. It's time for it to perch elsewhere.Letting go doesn't always mean the end, for the experience and knowledge are as worthy as the run. It's safe and sound under the sea. Deep down, noises are banned. Even dim echos are noiseless.I don't want to know what you think, I think I have to continue my therapy. Senseless.Just...

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Like Starting from the Finish Line
8/08/2009 11:53:00 PM

Like Starting from the Finish Line

Have you ever felt like you're losing gravity? Like you can't stick to the ground and stand firm? Somethings are just not in place. It feels like falling, without gravity, you're falling up. And yes, I'm lost. I feel so off track. It's been long since I've written anything on this dear blog. Inspite of all the busy-ness, I do not have much to write about. But no, I'm not...

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Mid-holy-day
7/02/2009 10:24:00 PM

Mid-holy-day

That was the climax of my holiday so far. How's yours going?Oh I am so in need of taking more photographs especially black-and-white's.I'm in no mood for writing. There's not much to say about this monotone holiday. P.S. How do you like the new look of my blog? ...

Saturday, June 20, 2009

A Little Featherball
6/20/2009 09:18:00 PM

A Little Featherball

Now I (am trying to) see the difference between a want and a need. Well, at least I know there is a difference. There are a lot of things I've been wanting real bad, nevertheless they're not what I actually need. But as time goes, I think that God wants me to think over the things I long. But doesn't it just hurt how hope seems to be dangling on a fish hook and seems like a bait, mocking at your face on purpose? And that little fella above, is just one of those...

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Thin Pile of Work Left
5/16/2009 11:28:00 PM

Thin Pile of Work Left

@Polyvore I can't believe I'll be a Senior soon! Let's think about it as almost 11 years of school have passed! Currently, I've been enjoying school so much. I've always liked going through the second year, both junior high and high school. Because you're no newbie no more, and you just get the best of everything, the i-own-the-school feeling occurs most...

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Uptight
4/29/2009 07:07:00 PM

Uptight

I'm mad. I just am. I don't know what I've done wrong, or have I just been too commendable for it? If patience isn't enough, then what is?...

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Just How Exactly Do You Fall?
4/21/2009 11:59:00 PM

Just How Exactly Do You Fall?

I was looking at pictures of hippopotami. I've been somewhat-obsessed with hippos since 6th grade. Even though I know they're big, fur-less, uncute, and could be harmful. But they're not just big, furless, uncute, harmful animals.. at least I don't see them that way. So I begin to try to recall on how I fell in love with these creatures. Well.. How do you fall in...

Saturday, March 28, 2009

I Saw Warmth Through Those Wrinkles
3/28/2009 02:37:00 PM

I Saw Warmth Through Those Wrinkles

It was a Tuesday morning. My mom was still in Surabaya. I wasn't fully willing to go to school, cause as always, this head stays as a sleephead, but at 6 am, I arrived at school. Half an hour later the daily melody played (no it wasn't a bell) and first block started; biology. The teacher didn't come to class to teach, but to leave. She gave the class an assignment, which...

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Fads
3/22/2009 06:17:00 PM

Fads

Have you ever thought about.. the craziest fads, perhaps?  Flagpole SittingThis fad became a popular spectator sport. It was started by a pro stuntman who eventually set the world record at 49 days.Pez- In 1927, Eduard Haas, an Austrian candy executive, developed...

Thursday, March 5, 2009

A Slight Rush in Mind
3/05/2009 09:36:00 PM

A Slight Rush in Mind

Trying to be wise But instead I caught up with lies The thought became melting ice Still, can't be bought with such a price Why is it always so hard for me Yet others posses it easily I whine I cry I sweat Yet they don't give on how I felt Again why don't they have to try hard To gain such and various awards All along patience waited on the edge But soon I must pass on my own...

Monday, February 23, 2009

Define Recent Ideation
2/23/2009 07:37:00 PM

Define Recent Ideation

Another post. My goals for today weren't fulfilled. Argh... I'm just not in the mood. I wish time could be extended, and it can go however i like it to go.. but it's reality maaaa'am.. and I'm getting tired of it. Today, writing my thoughts down seem to be the best way to let it all out. Writing... err typing. I don't wanna do anything else. Because today... I've discovered...

Monday, February 9, 2009

My Head's a Fishtank
2/09/2009 07:12:00 PM

My Head's a Fishtank

It was only a glance I started to observe The unfamiliar cold in my nerve began to spread and rush and prance Still I couldn't define What was in you or what you had That kept me wondering, got me mad Must've been catchy, must've shined It had to be grand In some way I can't put to sense Though there's something my heart's against Still, foreign whispers tell me you're...

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Pointless, Thoughtless, I guess
1/24/2009 11:02:00 AM

Pointless, Thoughtless, I guess

I've been sick these last 3 days. It started with a high fever, and I'm not liking it. Not the right timing at all.. I'm supposed to be off to Jogja on Monday evening.. so I better get weeeeell soooooon! Oh God, please let me. So today I'm actually taking care of my boredom. I was digging through my old stuff. I found some things I created years ago... It's funny you know, some...